confusion!!!

When we see some one dear to us in pain,

our hand just automatically reaches out to hug them n let them know that we are always there for them....

do i have some one who is dear to me??

Thorns!!!

It hurts so much to sit here and think of the words u just said!!!

i didn't mean to hurt u!!

i didn't wanna hurt u!!!

but i end up doing just that anyway!!

i never wanted to give u pain ever again,

i never wanted u to feel so insecure..

i wanted to hold u tight in my arms and say,

"i am with u now, and forever"

but i don't know y..

no matter how much i try!!

i just end up hurting u all the more!!!

all i ever wanted to do was

to make u feel cherished and loved,

to be there for u anytime

to stand by u no matter what...

but all i do is hurt u!!

i wish i could promise,

that i will kiss all your worries away,

i ll hug u so tight that u never fall apart,

i ll make u smile with every step that u take with me!!

but i am scared that even these promises might hurt u some day!!!

i don't know what i should do anymore!!

i don't know what to hope for anymore!!

because what ever i do, i know i'll hurt u!!!

hate!!

I sit here and cry not because i miss u....

but because i know i ll never have a chance to hurt u...

like u hurt me!!!

heart!!

A broken heart bleeds,

then turns to stone!!!!!

broken!!

i always thought that the bond i made with u was permanent!!

never thought there would come a day wen u would leave me!!

never been to one place without u!!

my world revolved around u!!

but the day u started to ignore me!!

i didnt know what to make of it!!

the heavyness in my heart never lifts up!!

i cant stop but wonder"what did go wrong between us"!!

now the distant glared that u give me,

makes me wonder have i so soon become a stranger???

wish there could be a way to undo what has been done,

but what i did had nothing to do with u!!

if u cant take me for who i am,

i guess u'll never be a part of my life!!

if this is how u want to end things between us,

then i have nothing more to confess.................*