alone!!

So alone in my bed,
Alone listening to nightly whispers,
Alone in my thoughts,
Alone standing in court,
Alone I stand and fight ,
Alone I pray for rainbow lights!!!

Alone in the morning I awake,
Alone I celebrate my joys,
Alone I cry out my sadness,
Alone I voice out my fears,
Alone in strenght!!

Alone in wealth,
Alone in good health,
Alone I try to understand,
Alone I seek knowledge,
Alone I share what is mine,
Alone I try not to be alone,
Alone when my time has come,
I pass away!!! all alone!!

with no one left by ma side,
all the worries surrounding me so dark ,so thick!!!
i dunno hw to get out of all that has been done!!
but for now i am ALONE!!

confusion!!!

When we see some one dear to us in pain,

our hand just automatically reaches out to hug them n let them know that we are always there for them....

do i have some one who is dear to me??

Thorns!!!

It hurts so much to sit here and think of the words u just said!!!

i didn't mean to hurt u!!

i didn't wanna hurt u!!!

but i end up doing just that anyway!!

i never wanted to give u pain ever again,

i never wanted u to feel so insecure..

i wanted to hold u tight in my arms and say,

"i am with u now, and forever"

but i don't know y..

no matter how much i try!!

i just end up hurting u all the more!!!

all i ever wanted to do was

to make u feel cherished and loved,

to be there for u anytime

to stand by u no matter what...

but all i do is hurt u!!

i wish i could promise,

that i will kiss all your worries away,

i ll hug u so tight that u never fall apart,

i ll make u smile with every step that u take with me!!

but i am scared that even these promises might hurt u some day!!!

i don't know what i should do anymore!!

i don't know what to hope for anymore!!

because what ever i do, i know i'll hurt u!!!

hate!!

I sit here and cry not because i miss u....

but because i know i ll never have a chance to hurt u...

like u hurt me!!!

heart!!

A broken heart bleeds,

then turns to stone!!!!!

broken!!

i always thought that the bond i made with u was permanent!!

never thought there would come a day wen u would leave me!!

never been to one place without u!!

my world revolved around u!!

but the day u started to ignore me!!

i didnt know what to make of it!!

the heavyness in my heart never lifts up!!

i cant stop but wonder"what did go wrong between us"!!

now the distant glared that u give me,

makes me wonder have i so soon become a stranger???

wish there could be a way to undo what has been done,

but what i did had nothing to do with u!!

if u cant take me for who i am,

i guess u'll never be a part of my life!!

if this is how u want to end things between us,

then i have nothing more to confess.................*

few of my most favourite lines!!!

no man is worth ur tears!!!

But once you find one that is,

he wont make you cry!!

Genuine poetry can communicate before it is understood!!

Men often applaud the imitation n hiss the real thing!!!

You were born an original,

dont die as a copy!

We do not remember days; we remember moments!!

A mistake proves that someone stopped talking long enough to do something.